Guest post from my wife and best friend, Elise: Over the past few years, there have been many times when I've felt like God couldn't possibly have my best interest at heart. If He did, why didn't I get this promotion, or why didn't this happen, or whatever. I have always been the type to stuff my emotions, pretend like I'm fine, and try to move forward. Only behind closed doors do I admit that it hurts and that I'm not as brave as I pretend to be. I've even gone as far as to avoid being alone...

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