God,
How do You want me to trust You? Should I trust that You will bring something different or should I trust that You will provide for what You’ve already brought? I guess I’m just asking You to help me discern how You want me to trust You. Just saying to trust You with everything doesn’t make sense to me when there is a decision to be made. I don’t mean to wrestle with You and I don’t want to test You. I know You are faithful and always have been. Please give me direction and make what I am supposed to do obvious. I don’t want to be distracted anymore.