God,
I am having a hard time understanding Your plan right now. I know You have a perfect plan, but from my imperfect perspective I feel at a loss. Maybe that is part of Your plan. I know You will never leave or forsake me, but I am having a hard time seeing Your light through the fog of the enemy.
Please guide me. Protect me. Protect my family. You are merciful and mighty, gentle and full of grace. I ask You to help me through again.
I can only rely on You. I still trust You. Help me to not waiver when I don’t notice You right here with me. Calm my nerves so I don’t try to struggle free when I don’t see that You are carrying me.
I love You LORD.